i just can't stop loving him..my papa...

"I Just Can't Stop Loving You"

I Just Want To Lay Next To You
For Awhile
You Look So Beautiful Tonight
Your Eyes Are So Lovely
Your Mouth Is So Sweet
A Lot Of People
Misunderstand Me
That's Because They Don't
Know Me At All
I Just Want To Touch You
And Hold You
I Need You
God I Need You
I Love You So Much

[Michael]
Each Time The Wind Blows
I Hear Your Voice So
I Call Your Name . . .
Whispers At Morning
Our Love Is Dawning
Heaven's Glad You Came . . .

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I'm So Proud To Say
I Love You
Your Love's Got Me High
I Long To Get By
This Time Is Forever
Love Is The Answer

[Siedah]
I Hear Your Voice Now
You Are My Choice Now
The Love You Bring
Heaven's In My Heart
At Your Call
I Hear Harps,
And Angels Sing

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I Can't Live My Life
Without You

[Michael]
I Just Can't Hold On

[Siedah]
I Feel We Belong

[Michael]
My Life Ain't Worth Living
If I Can't Be With You

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me Just What
Will I Do

[Siedah]
'Cause I Just Can't Stop
Loving You

[Michael]
At Night When The
Stars Shine
I Pray In You I'll Find
A Love So True . . .

[Siedah]
When Morning Awakes Me
Will You Come And Take Me
I'll Wait For You

[Michael]
You Know How I Feel
I Won't Stop Until
I Hear Your Voice Saying
"I Do"

[Siedah]
"I Do"
This Thing Can't Go Wrong

[Michael]
This Feeling's So Strong

[Siedah]
Well, My Life Ain't
Worth Living

[Both]
If I Can't Be With You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do

[Michael]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
We Can Change All The World
Tomorrow

[Michael]
We Can Sing Songs Of
Yesterday

[Siedah]
I Can Say, Hey . . .Farewell
To Sorrow

[Michael]
This Is My Life And I,

[Both]
Want To See You For Always
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
No, Baby

[Michael]
Oh!

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
If I Can't Stop!

[Both]
And If I Stop . . .

[Siedah]
No

[Michael]
Oh! Oh! Oh . . .Oh . . .

[Siedah]
What Will I Do? Uh . . .Ooh . . .
(Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do)

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Michael]
Hee! Hee! Hee! Know I Do
Girl!

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Michael]
You Know I Do
And If I Stop . . .

[Both]
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You



*tribute to michael jackson, died at his 50, yesterday*

bertempat

hari ni aku cm x mood sgt..aku wat sumer keje cm x jd..aku kena wat keje tok prof pon aku wat lambat2 je, padahal benda tu kejap je leh siap..kol 4 td baru je aku siap kan..aku berpoya2 sket.pale aku pikir benda yg bukan2..pasal diri aku la kebanyakan nyer..aku mmg cm budak2..bukan cm kot, aku rase mmg..so pasni aku kena tgok kanan kiri, atas bawah dulu if aku nk berperangai cmtu..tp,kekdg benda tu secara spontan..arrggghhh!!!aku kena wat sumer tu bertempat gak..n aku kena lebih byk berdiam dr bercakap..tp, aku ni mmg suke je ckp2..huhuhuhuh..susah tapi aku kena wat gak..
myb ni la yg aku kena wat coz umo aku pon dh meningkat..n aku mmg sgt sensitif pasal umor..sgt2 coz ni ade kena mengena ngan hubungan aku..arrgggghhhh..aku x kesah tp kekadang aku pikir gak...

sedih nyer kamu wahai arbainah....huhuhuhuhuhu

biase je..

bdn sakit ar..lenguh je..arini dok je menaip seperti ari2 yg lain..hahhhahaha..esok sampai isnin ade family day kat pangkor tp seyes cm mls nk pegi pon ade..bertolak kol 9mlm esok..x la exited sgt cm 1st time dgr family day kat pangkor dulu..huuhuhu..hope best la aktiviti kat sane nnt..
pening pale la nk bwk baju pe..mlm ni nk start packing...hahhahha..cm semangat la plak tp kena la prepare awal2..

malas malas malas malas...nk wat sumer benda..huhuhuhuh....

pindah

wah..sy penat sgt2...3 hari berturut2 sy pindah...ok, jumaat mggu lepas sy blk umah.papa sy antar sy blk..baiknyer papa.mmmuahhxx2..sabtu pg sy g basoh umah b4 load brg kat umah sane..sabtu mlm packing brg2 kat umah lame..byk gler..sy penat sgt2..tp ayah n ibu lg penat..so, sy x mengeloh pon..eh, jpa mengeloh la gak sket2..ngadu kat papa...hehheheh..sian papa layan ngade2 sy..huhuu.pg ahad teros blk umah lame kemas2 lg brg co ibu kate isnin umah dh nk kena roboh..hukhukhukhuk..sedih2...dr kecik sy dok umah tu...sy x g pon umah baru..abg n kwn2 die, kwn2 aziq, ayah pakcik johan g sane load brg je..kitorg x stay kat sane, x renovate lg..sementara waktu kitorg dok kat umah flat...dekat je ngan umah lame sy, blkg je..heheeh..
isnin pg, ayah n ibu antar sy blk utm..sy kena kemas2 pindah kolej lak..arrgghhhhh..penat punggah brg2 kat umah x abes lg dh kena kemas kat kolej...papa tolong sy..baik nyer papa,sian die blk work teros tolong sy..aju pon sgt baik..sy bertuah dpt 1 bilik ngan die..best2...

C.I.N.T.A

"CINTA ABADI"

Kehadiran cintamu
Menyinari hidupku
Kehangat cintamu
Mengubati sepiku

Kelembutan hatimu
Mengubati lukaku
Kedamaian hatimu
Menyinari hidupku

Belaian manjamu
Penawar resahku
Keluhuran hatimu
Hanya kau kekasihku

Keagungan cintamu
Bersama impianku
Untuk hidup bersama
Sehingga keakhirnya

Makin membara
Api cintaku
Kaulah yang satu
Kaulah cintaku

Tak mungkin lagi
Berubah hati
Cinta yang suci
Cinta abadi

*this song sang by Blackrose
*got this song from my papa..he dedicated to me..back b4 we were just fwen
*really touched n i love it very much
*i love my papa...
*mmuuuahhhxxx papa...

saya...arbainah...emosi..

wahai arbainah..
sila kawal emosi anda..
jgn cengeng..
pikir sblm ckp..
jgn sakitkan hati org yg kamu syg especially papa, ibu n ayah..
buat keputusan ngan bijak..
jgn selfish sgt..
kamu dh besar..
jgn keras kepala..
change ur attitude..
jd org yg leh wat org lain senang n bahagia ngan kamu..

sy keseorangan...

its 6:01pm....n i'm sitting here alone in L207..olie n kak akhma g main badminton..aku xleh nk maen la..bd aku sakit gler skrg ni..dr 2 hari lepas..so, aku tggu je dorg main n then tmpg kak akhma blk..aku ngah pening wat full-paper tok antar kat mardi..byk gak benda nk betol kan..harap2 sempat aku submit..so, esok aku kena bg prof bace..

sempoi vs over

ape yg sgt penting dlm hubungan???b urself ke jd org lain tok impress him/she???
for me..jd la diri sendiri..xyah nk ubah2 diri kite tok jd org lain..but stil it depends..kalo untuk kebaikan, kite ubah la..jgn la keras pale sgt..honestly, aku ni degil sket..byk pon ade..ngade2..mcm2 la..n i'm willing to change it.for good..good for our relationship...n being sempoi for me, ok..coz i'm not kinda girl yg suke pakai makeup,i more to natural beauty..dress-up..put on heels eventho i loves heels..depends on occasion la..xkan la ko nk g mkn ko nk pakai heels, pakai makeup..x make sense lgsg..myb bg setengah org yg mementing kan kecantikan luaran dari dalaman akan dressing gler2...aku bukan cmtu..i'm down to earth..simple but xla selekeh.tp kekadang aku rase aku ni selekeh la gak..yeke mama selekeh pa??hukhukhukhukhuk..
sape kate aku x reti makeup???hahhaha..bole la sket2..n aku penah la make up..jd model olok2 jap..hhhahhaha..i love fashion..i love long dress..i love heels yg tinggi gler..i adore beauty..love people watching me as i walk a long the street..hahahha..tu angan2 je..aku akan cmni je..myb improve sket je..simple and little bit sempoi is better then over..

hehehheheh...aku ngah mereng jap ni..perot n pale aku sakit..huhuhuhhuhu..

..MPL...

just finish my work at MPL lab..not fully complete..the analysis takes 13 hours to settle so i just let the instrument do the work..actually not my work, i'm just helping..so generous of me, ya???hahhahahaha...its ok..as long as i can do my work as well, that's fine with me..wut i do love about this MPL lab is, it got 3 powerfull instrument that equip with new software that i rili kind of not so familiar with..1st time i step my foot in cepp, my supevior ask me to join training for the 3 instrument ..n thats is my very2 1st time knowing n handling those instrument..in my degree, i'm not expose with these instrument,all i done is doing the plant set-up, drawing, calculating n so on..engineering student.laboratory work is not my field..huhuhuh..it's been 2 years,if i'm not mistaken, i've been here but the problem with me is that, i do love deal with instrument n i'm kinda fast learner (hehehehe) but in order to understand n to interpret all the data n how to further the exoeriment n how significance the experimental n isn't enuff if i do dis, i do dat..its still hanging..i'm blur but i'm epi n very thankful coz i learned how to handle those instrument..it's fun tho..heheheh...

iNdon...

smlm kitorg g mkn murtabak kat kg melayu..ramai2..3 kete konvoi.hehhehe..n smlm gak papa ckp aku pakai beg cm indon..aku cm xleh trime..sumpah aku x pakai beg tu lg..
sedih2....

Jangan Kau Lepas

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Ku takkan pernah bahagia

Ku takkan pernah merasakannya

Bila kau tak di sini

Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah sempurna

Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu

Bila kau tak di sini

oh..

Izinkan aku berlutut mengharap kau tuk kembali

Izinkan aku berharap dirimu kembali

Dan kembali

Dan kembali lagi

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku

dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku

dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah bahagia

Ku takkan pernah merasakannya

Bila kau tak di sini

Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah sempurna

Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu

Bila kau tak di sini

oh..

Izinkan aku berlutut mengharap kau tuk kembali

Izinkan aku berharap dirimu kembali

Dan kembali

Dan kembali lagi

[Reff:]

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku

dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Ho..ho..ho..ho..

*aku suke la lagu ni...hihhihihihi...*

mumu...hukhukhukhuk

last week sy blk umah awal.rabu mlm sy balik coz sy nk pindah umah..so sy decide tok letak anak2 sy kat kolej n mintak tolong my fwen jage..aju sahabat sy..hope dorg baik2 je...n then mlm isnin, papa sy dtg umah amek sy n blk klej..mlm kat kolej sy main2 ngan anak2 sy..sumer sihat2 je..thnx to aju coz jage dorg ngan baik..mlm tu sy x leh tido, sy pon merajinkan la diri tok bersihkan rumah2 anak2..so sy transfer dorg kat rumah dorg yg kecik..mase tu dorg aktif lagi..sgt aktif..

esok pg, sy bgo lambat dlm kol 9 lebih baru sy bgon..msg papa pon sy x prasan..kebiasaan pg2, sy mest main2 ngan anak2 sy dulu b4 g mandi..then sy tgok mumu cm x gerak je..asyik baring je..i thot die tido, pastu sy gerak2 kan la,kaco2 die sket..die mmg xnk bgon..sy gelabah sgt..azma ketok bilik sy, then sy bgtau die..die pon tgok mumu cm tenat je tp die sgt kuat, nak berusaha gak gerak2..sy asingkan die dr anak2 yg lain..sy letak die dlm gayong pink sy..ajue pon tgok die gak..sy c sedih sgt2..time tu sy nk bersiap2 g cepp dh, tp tggu olie dtg..sy tinggal kan mumu yg sakit kat bilik..sy rase bersalah sgt...sy call papa time sy nmpk mumu dh sakit..x smpi ati nk bgtau die coz papa yg bg anak2 kat sy..mest die pikir sy x pandai jage dorg...sy sedih...

petang dlm kol 5 lebih sy blk kolej, sy tgok mumu dh keras..sedih sgt..sy still suh die gerak2 lg, mane la tahu die idop lg..tp, die dh xde..dh mati..sy pggil ajue,sy bgtau die mumu dh mati..sy msg papa, bgtau mumu dh mati..sy sedih..aju, azma n olie tolong sy tanam mumu kat bawah pokok tepi lobi k9..hukhukhukhukhukhuk...

mumu sgt baik..sy suke bile pegang die..die akan melepek je kat tgn sy coz die penakot sket..kaki belakang die terlunjur je..xnak gerak..heheheh..comel sgt..
rindu kat mumu...