not strong enuFF..

dh lame rasenyer x bukak blog..hehehehe..org cine raye, sy pon beraye skali...hahahhaa..xpe2..

emmm..berbalik pade tajok post sy..sy ni bukan la x kuat anggota badan ke ape tp dr segi dalaman kot..entah la..
kekdg sy rase sy leh wat sumer benda sndiri.heheheh..poyo lak kekdg..nk tnjok diri kuat..mmg x leh pon coz org akan tahu yg sy ni smmg nyer lemah je..rase nk je tembak diri sendiri..

lucky ade papa sy..n of course my fwens yg gler2..they makes me hepi n feel much2 better..tq guys..

study, study, study...arrggghhh...sy kena blajar benda baru yg sy btol2 x tahu..even org yg amek subjek tu pon need 3 years to learn 1 topic, ni sy kena blajar on my own sumer sendiri..bukan je 1 topic..byk gler..tp..sy kena teros kan gak coz ni la jln yg sy terpaksa pilih..for my mom n dad sake i think..its ok..even sy kena kutuk pon ngan org lain, sy x kesah sumer tu dh...biar sy sendiri yg pendam..papa sy slalu ckp, sumer tu ade hikmah..so sy kena kuat jugak even smmg nyer sy kuat pon..

panjang lak membebel kan???hahhahaha..xpe..dh lame benor x berblog...

oUt station..

papa sy xde.die g t'ganu...sedih2..rindu kat die..tp arini die blk..x sabar nyer sy nk jumpe die..
hope papa sihat je...

my evErytHing...

dis is from my side k papa..myb sy termiss sumthing dlm r'ship kitorg but i do still remember evry single things yg papa sy wat kat sy..check it out gUys!!!heheheh..

1. got 1 miscall..argghhh..ignore je..
2. 2nd time..familiar no...myb he got no guts to call me..
3. finally 1 nite my phone rang n da no appear..cnfuse nk angkat ke x coz i tot just
m.cal je tp call..then i pick it up..have a lil chit chat..
4. he keep calling me.tp x nk bgtau lak sape..konon nk kawan tp xnk bgtau sape..
5. he seems to know everything bout me.wat i'm wearing to fac n so on...but hard for
me to recognze sape die..
6. hahhahahaa.. gotcha!!! sy dh dpt tahu sape die..but yg peliknye, bile sy dh dpt
tahu, he seems to avoid from me..sy pon x tahu nape...kat tepon beriya bkn main tp
once sy dh tahu die cm wat bodoh je..hangin gler aku..
7. senyap for a while..no sms's no phone call n blah2..myb die dh ade makwe
kot.yela, sy sedar sape sy ni..:<
8. suddenly dpt tahu yg phone die ilang n he sms me back but time tu cm die nk layan
x nk layan je..sy pon at biase jela..
9. die ilang phone lg...huhuhhuuhuhu..tp nasib baik die simpan no
sy..heheheheh..lega seh..
10.kitorg dh rapat after dat..epi sgt..kitorg jd kawan baik..
11.kitorg start minom same, kuar mkn same, g tgok wayang..it takes time but worth
it!!!
12.then we declare!!!!hehehheheh..lg la sy epi..tq papa..(23 August 2008)
13.hope kitorg kekal smpi bile2...

My luv 2 her.....

My love for her is like a fresh red rose
Her beauty is like a sweet setting sun
In times I believe I just might propose
Our love for each other is more than fun

Every day my love for her grows deeper
Her hair is as soft as an angel's wing
With each kiss from her lips I get weaker
That kiss is not an ordinary thing

In her arms everything seems more perfect
She's my life, my lady, my everything
She has been the very end of my verdict
She's here to stay in my arms for yearning

I will love her till the end of my life
I will love her as my wonderful wife

i'm fIne with it..

for my papa...sy x kesah pon die x dpt nk spent time...rili2 understand.die pon kena keje..lain la mcm sy..sy blajar lg..leh suke2 ati je..sy rase sy yg cm x ngade2 lebih coz myb sy byk sgt pkr skrg ni...pasal study..risau sgt..
thnx to papa coz alwiz support me...love u so much....

Sorry....

Sorry coz x dpat nk spent time byk2 ngan mama saya diz week. Tp x tau la mama sy ok ke x, hope dia ok aje n always hepi. Sy tau dia pk byk mende tp sy harap sy ni x mnjadi slah satu perkara yg dia tlalu pk kan....Anyway thanks 4 e'thing that she give 2 me, u re rest of my life.....and i pmiz i will make u hepi always..... :D

my weEkeNds...

i end up by not goinG hOme dis weeK...reasOns???

1. tRyinG to eScaPe froM hoUseworK?? no...heheheheh
2. bErjUAng??? yeAh!!!! did it on sunday morning...very2 early..just ngaDap laptop je...
3. dAting??? no...my papa bLk umah ibu..but b4 die bLk, dpt jumpe die...die belikan lUnch n mkn same2 kat kOLej..so sWeeT..love u papa...
4. hanGing wiTh fWens??? yeaahhh!!!! of course i did..when eat at jUsco n sHoppiNg makanan sket..

dats my weEkend enDs..i think so...emmmm..got sumthing else ke???jap2...
last nite, my papa blk from home n we met..eat cheEsE bUrger yg sgt peDAs...but abes je..hahahahah...

emmmMmmmm.....

it is better to suffer wrong than to do it, and happier to be sometimes cheated than not to trust
-samuel Johnson-

bLur~~~~

2 years...damn so long for me (bengap gak la aku ni) to cOmpletely understand wat i should do wit my master proJect..i came a accross to think dat i haVe to repeaT all my exPerimentaL wOrk all oVer aGain...can i call dat suCh a wasting time???yeah...bUT, fOr da sAke of my new year"s resolution, i hAve to..rite papa???rili need your sUpport...n tHnx cOz understand...

he alWiz said, its neVer to late for me to bUild my cAreer bUt its a cRedit for me to fInd a beTTer jOb. .true rite???

tIme to face the fact giRl!!!! u can do it..me think so...
gamBate!!!

Emm....

Aku rs resah, gelisah, x sedap pn ada n sume la yg x bes :<<, x tau nape ek, cm ada bwat salah je@ ada org yg bwat aku rs bslah@ada org bwt slh kat aku..., rasa mcm x puas jep aku, tp mngkn aku tau slah satu sebab nye. Tp aku x bleh nak pk kan sgt. Nanti sndiri makin kusut n x tentu arah plak. Skrang suke layan dengo lagu (Kelam-6itxh sense). Tp aku cm tkot ada sesape dedicate lgu2 kat aku satu hari nnti....Apa yg bwat aku x selesa ni????? Mood wa skrang mngkn cm pic kat bwh ni kot....

my mOOd today

Tribute 2 papa&mama....

The chronicles of papa&mama:

1st phase:

1. Meet her for the 1st time (love at the first sight i think.....).
2. Try to seduce her but no strenght.
3. Meet her for the second time (waiting for her mother to fetch her).
4. Get her phone no from someone.
5. Try to miscall her (pity no respond)
6. Got strenght to call her for the first time.
7. Plan to be secret admirer to hunt her love.
   
8. Quite good conversation but still clumsy at all.
9. Call her for the second time.
10. Trying to give more effort to seduce her.
11. Get more happening in our conversation.
12. But still not give impressive to her.
13. Maybe she already had someone else.
14. Finally i made decision to forget her.
15. Rest in peace forsaken love.
16. Owh shit!!! i got terrible in my life after that.
17. I lost my handphone and bla2......

2nd phase:

1. Trying to approach her for the second time.
2. Send a message to her (owh she still remember me....owh god thank u)
   
3. Trip to kl together.
4. Snap pics together (emm...i think we had some shots n create sweetest pose).
5. Give her our pic with frame of our memory together.
6. Become more close but still could not win her heart.
7. Give 3 red roses to her. (I really2 make her heart going so fast, surprise!!!!).
8. Get her for our first time dinner.
9. Give her sponge bob doll.
10. Give her 3 little monty, mumu n mimi.
11. We start call each other papa&mama.
12. But she still doubt bout my sincerity n loyalty.
13. Hope we getting more close to each other.
14. Watching movie for the first time (Halloween).
15. She starts said i luv u, i miss u n mmmmuahx!!!(miracle words came out from her mouth i think....).
16. Making surprise n give her something that she said love damn much...
17. Give more love n responsibble to her.
18. We cross black n white in our relationship till 4 months, 2 weeks and 1 day.
19. I hope we will together forever.

~THE END~

laSt nIte

8:50pm
kolej yg boring -5090

i'm kiNda boring la lately..jUst duNno y..my rOuntine..nite b4 go to fac cam semangat gLer..prepare everything yg nk kena buat but smpi je kat fac, my moOd teros drOp..arRrrggghHhhhh!!!!
smpi bile nk cmni???heLp me...

berblk kepada topic...emmm...if u really want sumthing, just say it loud..no bahasa2 kiasan ke ayat2 belok sane sini ke konon2 nk suroh org lain phm ke ape ke dh skrg ni...x caye??caye la...kalo x diri sendiri yg sakit..hahahhahahaha..really happen 2 me...

so, now bukan zaman batu dh..kena gune bahasa isyarat la ape la..ckp je...say it loud guys!!!biar org tahu...but da way we deliver it tu kena la beradab...ye la, nk org phm kan??tol x???
k la...


time to go dating wit my papa...hehehehehhe...

da....

9.00pm
dLm kete

in my papa's car...silence all da way..emmm...
g kat faiz tp ramai gler student..x suke la bile student dh ramai..sumer tmpt mkn penoh ngan dorg je...then, papa decide g kat 'payung'..tmpt mkn sy, aju n azma...tibe cam ternmpk pkcik semlm yg blanje kitorg..hahhahahahhah...

after mkn,g pHarmacy beli uBat bAtok..bAtok sy cam x surut2 je..mls gLer nk g clinic..tu la padahnyer..then, teros blk uTm..smpi kolej bual2 dlm kete dulu..gelak2, bincang2, ..syg sgt kat papa..sgt understanding n caring..alwiz there for me,listen every single problems i faced..it helps a lot.thnx papa..

1215am
bilik boring

bersih2 bdn n solat..then bg mkn my anak2 sy yg sgt comel..

-nuna-
-nanu-
-nini-
-nana-
-monty-
-mumu-
-mimi-


oOopss..lupe..mknana dorg dh nk abes..kuat tol la dorg ni mkn...xpe..esok kena g beli gak.

x ngantok la..cane nk tido??
msg aju n azma kalo2 dorg x tido lg...aju bls die ckp if boring tido je..heheheh
tibe2..got idea...tgOk bLeach!!!!!

lUv it!!!!

sUrprise!!!

tiBe2 cm dpt brg hantaran lak..hehehheeheh....

frOm him....

what i like abOut him???
he lOvE to maKe lots of suprIses...suKe bUat org cUak poN ade..pAndai aMek ati n paNdai pUjok...since kiTorg kwN pon..n diE ni panTang dicabAr..
got sWeEt sTuff frOm hiM la tiMe kitOrg kWn..



sy penah ke bg die brg ek????

neeD to b morE maturE..

dis is aBout me...hehehehe..sy ni kekadang cm budak2 pon ade...myb sbB memaEn je byk kot.hahhhah.buT dePends on sitUation n oRg..nOt all da time my perangai cmtu..




sy leh jd sgt bLur or nerD if tibE2 je ade org tegor or ty wHile i'm too kHusYuk doIng sUmthing..kekdg sy ni peKak sket tu yg bLur tibe2..hahahahah



nk kate pemarah x la gak tp iBu sy cKp sy ni gARang sgt...entah la...myB koT..ye ke pa??heheheh..



sy mmg suKe senYum..xla ngan suMer org...oRg2 terTentu je...kwn2...org yg sy kEnal..

papa sy ckp..sy kena matured sKet..kena berpikiran lebih matang..yela.sy kan dh uMor 25thn.so kena la...ayah sy pon x caye yg sy ni dh 25thn..die kate sy ni manJe sGt...mcm bUdak2...so...sy akan b'Usaha jd lebih maTang...

she did or not????...but sory!!!

Hait!!!! aku nak story psl mama aku...sejak kebelakangan ni she not feeling well, so aku kena jaga dia sbb syg bangat kat dia, xpe la nnti aku sakit dia lak jaga aku, harap2 le dia sanggop hehe, so setelah lama x bjmpe kte org dtakdirkan bjmpe las nite, so lpas la rndu aku kat dia, pas 2 kt org pi dinner, so nak djadikan cite mngkn dia x bape chat time 2, sedang kt org dok bpacaran tibe2 aku nmpak cm dia tmuntah, tp bile aku tnya dia bekeras menafikannya :D, tang ni yg bwat aku confuse coz aku siap tbau menu yg dia mkn time dinner td (mee goreng basah daa..) hehe, smpi la akhirnya kt org tertawa sesama sndri m'ngenang apa yg tjadi hehe...swit memory la hahaaha, nasib la jd dlm keta, kalo kat lua mest jd tatapan makhluk2 dsekeliling hehe, dan aku x kisah pn kalo keta aku bau muntah mama aku coz aku syg sgt kat dia, n aku wish dia cpat2 sembuh..... :D, p/s kat mama: rajin2 mkn ubat, tke cre n x mau tensen2...

2009

epi nEw year everyboDy!!!!

so..wats da pLan ya???no pLan la..papa..nk pLAn ape ni???emmm...sy dh 25 dh thn ni...teNsen!!!!

for me..
1. aBeskan sTudy...
2. nk kUar dr cEpp secEpat munGkin..(sicK of dis pLace..sori papa)
3. cari keJe...my dad ckp.."ina..xyah ar keje jAuh2, ayah malas nk antar"..so..kena ikot ke x??sy rase sy ikot kot coz papa sy kat JB gak...heheheheh...(lectuRer kot)
4. kUmpol dUit..hehhehehheeh...(fUtuRE...2012?2013?lame x??hehehehe)